I was gonna go search it up... and I think maybe you can figure out again by remembering what you liked to do and your daily routines :)
I do a lot but everything feels like a lie . Like I do t like being a girl anymore. I tried to say I don’t care but I feel like I have to keep fighting. Nothing feels right . When do the girl stuff I used to like it feels like I don’t and when I get images of me being a boy I feel sad like someone hijacked me . And it feels like I have to be a boy like I have no choice and I will never be who I thought I was again …
@anonymousN I had a really rough patch of this type of thinking earlier this year, I don't know how to give advice without giving reassurance. But OCD is like trying to reason with the wind just let that shit blow and try a enjoy the breeze. Wishing you all the best ❤️