I wanted to explain how my depersonalization feels so I don't know if anyone will understand so basically I feel as if I'm in someones head like a person or thought in someones head having her arms on top of her bended legs sitting down just watching and in my head I feel like :/ as I do things it feels as if my arms are doing them and as if I have no control over them as if they work on their own and when I see myself in the mirror I'll say is that me? Why do I look like that? Why do I look like a stranger? Is it that really me? I guess thats the best way I can explain it but I don't really feel it right now but when I do it feels like that. My derealization I can't remember how normal feels like so I can't tell if I'm already out of this feeling or if its still here? It might not be here anymore and maybe things look weird cause I play video games a lot and so when I go outside or look up everything looks bleh fake and weird.. Thats how it also happened last year around where we weren't allowed to go out I had gone out after a long time and as I was driving the outside looked so fake or felt fake then I remember seeing people come out of their vehicle and I wanted to ask them so bad if theh were real I felt as if they were fake... I felt different so I can't remember the exact feeling I just remember gagging cause I was nervous since I had barely gone out...