nayelyđ¤
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- 4y
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- 4y
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AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 4y
this is exactly what iâm in therapy for except mine was specifically about schizophrenia. ERP is helping A LOT! itâs honestly amazing how fast itâs helping too. i started small & now iâm reading articles about psychosis/schizophrenia with no problem. give it time & donât give into compulsions! you got this! iâm so sorry too because i know exactly how you feel & itâs the scariest theme i ever had. but just know itâs a common one & stay away from google!
nayelyđ¤nayelyđ¤
- Date posted
- 4y
I used to fear schizophrenia so so badly but then it went away and now im scared im psychosis, for example im scared of believing delusions and like now i have delusional thoughts for any random thing and i dont believe them one bit, its ocd that keeps bringing it up because i know its a symptom of psychosis, also im so scared of hallucinations and stuff like that
AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 4y
@nayelyđ¤ OMG GIRL I STRUGGLED WITH THE SAME THING EXACTLY. iâm so sorry again, itâs literally the worst but we will get through it.
nayelyđ¤nayelyđ¤
- Date posted
- 4y
@Anonymous ITS SOOOOOO ANNOYING, rn what im scared of the most is these intrusive delusions i have based on paranoia mostly but some are random and they appear so so much, also im scared im like seeing visual disortions
AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 4y
@nayelyđ¤ i get the same thing dude. like iâm afraid of becoming delusional so i have intrusive thoughts of myself being super paranoid/delusional. & same with the vision thing. mines way worse when i donât wear my contacts. just make sure you stop checking. if you think you saw something out of the corner of your eye etc, STOP CHECKING!!!
nayelyđ¤nayelyđ¤
- Date posted
- 4y
@Anonymous I wear glasses but they arent really good for me bc i can still see the same with or without it barely even helps so idk, i sometimes think im seeing like visual disortions, for example sometimes i see a black spot and i get so so scared and i woukd share my delusional intrusive thoughts but i dont wanna trigger you :/
AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 4y
@nayelyđ¤ i get the black dot thing all the time, itâs common for people with astigmatism & other eye issues but also everyone gets that when they look into light or other random stuff! & thank you for warning me!! yeah i think maybe i could get triggered just because iâve been doing a lot of exposures lately & i donât wanna latch onto anything else. thank you!!!
nayelyđ¤nayelyđ¤
- Date posted
- 4y
@Anonymous Youâre Welcome!! But like ugh does it even get better? I feel like im never getting over this fear, like its so annoying i always the think im goikg to believe these delusional thoughts that i have
AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 4y
do you want to hit me up on ig? mine is @jasagram, feel free to dm me! otherwise, have you done erp yet? i truly donât think weâre able to hold onto an ocd theme if we do exposures. every time iâve had a new one iâve always thought âthereâs no way iâm getting over this oneâ but i always do & so will you! a big part about the fear of delusion is also to remember that ocd is delusional too. the only reason psychosis scares you is because thereâs so much stigma about it where ocd is often praised in mainstream media
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