thedude
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mobinamobina
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I know your pain man... This shit sucks... I literary was hit by ocd during one the most important periods of my life... I wish it never happened to me.
The brain is NOT U The brain is...
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Instead of “why god” just ask “what is he trying to teach you, I am a big time sufferer as well and I sometimes am in the midst of a panic/ocd episode and ask why, but I have faith it’s all a learning moment, my ocd was caused by drugs (lsd,weed, salvia, coke) or at least enhanced and I was really just not looking up to him instead looking just for partying fun girls and drugs which isn’t the answer and is just unrighteous, It was all a life lesson but I am sober now and it’s been a tough mission but I’m slowly moving along and just pray everyday that I can gain more knowledge from the lord, I have terrible ocd themes including rocd,hocd, pics and some other just insane thoughts that make me look down on myself sometimes but I just remember I have to be grateful/thankful and humble for what he’s done for me and you can think the same! I really just am glad I am not dead or homeless, my mental illness could have drove me down a terrible path but my mans has kept me sane and living healthy to this day, other than my bad thoughts I really am blessed just remember what you have, not what you lack
thedude thedude
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It’s interesting that you say your ocd was caused by drugs because I took an edible for the first time in April (apologies if that’s triggering in any way) and had what I can describe as near psychosis and I haven’t been the same since.
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@thedude Oh my gosh I'm experiencing the exact same thing. Happened a couple weeks ago, I've had a nervous breakdown
thedude thedude
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@namjoonah Like I don’t want to say it was that because I’ve experienced my theme when I was younger but it went away for a long time and now it’s back worse so idk what could be going on
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@thedude Me too! I've always been aware of my ocd, but had a great handle on it and nearly no symptoms leading up to it. I took barely any edible (but clearly too strong for my body weight/experience ?) And it's turned my mind upside down. I know the drug didn't do any physical damage to my brain but the thought that I psychologically messed myself up forever is terrifying...
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@thedude I may have had that as well either that, I lost many brain cells, ego death or just very strong ocd/anxiety and it really targets the things I value in life, I think I had ocd before but it wasn’t that strong I pray everyday that I can just learn how to handle these thoughts because I really just don’t want them in my head ever, ever since those times I was abusing drugs I have just had the wackiest thoughts. Nah ur good tho bro, I hope the best for you
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@namjoonah You didn’t mess up anything, your mind was just altered in a way, you can’t look at the negatives look at the positives ocd is terrible but it makes me think different not in a good way, but I have faith that one day I will be able to control this and overcome and use ocd to my advantage
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@The brain is NOT U Yes! Thank you for the kind words. I believe we will find value in our experiences and become more whole people. Good luck friend
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@namjoonah Hope the best man
AnonymousAnonymous
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same here you’re not alone
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