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- 3y ago
OCD really latched onto covid for me last year - then my 1 year old daughter and my husband actually got covid. Once we were through that and they were okay, I just simply had the conviction that I did not want to deal with the stress of covid worries in that extreme anymore - and the vaccine helped me with that. I put up a very VERY clear boundary with my OCD that it could not go down the vaccine terror rabbit hole. I read enough information to feel a reasonable sense of certainty in my choice, and I went with it. Thats the thing with OCD - it hates any sliver of uncertainty at all, and unfortunately so much in life is somewhat in uncertain. And - covid makes that harder! Not sure if that helps at all -- but I will say being out in the world again has changed my life so much for the better.
I have a fear of needles but I didn't feel it at all. My arm was sore afterwards though.
1. No. It’s authoritarian. Authoritarianism is never good in my opinion. 2. If it’s up to the venue itself, then sure, I don’t see why not. 3. Mandatory test for what? Maybe for travel. Just for no reason, no. 4. Depends on the context and what the repercussions are. Has the potential to be authoritarian but could make sense depending on a variety of factors. 5. No. I think we’re starting to see that the effectiveness of the vaccine is not as much as was previously claimed unfortunately, but it still seems to be helping. I am not generally anti-vax either. 6. I am not afraid of Covid. But contamination isn’t one of my themes really. If I’m being honest I have worried much more about the mental health crisis and economic impact surrounding the pandemic than the virus itself. 7. I have no meaningful fear of needles 8. OCD has not limited me in this particular way. 9. I do have GAD, definitely gives me pause when it comes to something so new as the COVID vaccine. Less because of needles or vaccinations themselves and more because of the newness of it.
I will only speak for myself as this is a very controversial topic, but as a medical professional, we have seen a huge drop in cases in our area thanks to the vaccine and everyone's efforts. It is really up to you to weigh in if the risks outweigh the benefits or vice versa. For myself, I have a young child, and parents who are high risk, so the idea of making them sick was stronger than any worry I had about the efficacy of the vaccine. I wish you the best of luck in reaching your answer.
Really need some support/advice right now. I’ve had multiple panic attacksbecause of everything that’s going on right now with this pandemic. I just really need some help but I know I’m not supposed to ask for reassurance. Everyone is panicking, even people w/out OCD which makes me panic even more. I honestly feel like I need to go to a psychiatric hospital or something, I’m just afraid of having a complete meltdown. I haven’t really been able to go anywhere such as grocery store, gas station, etc. bc I don’t want to touch anything.
Hi everyone. First time here. I suffer from Contamination OCD. I have a good support group in friends, family, and my boyfriend, but I have not met anyone else with OCD and I needed to reach out to others to find help. I first got OCD when I was 17 (I am now 33) and was able to go into remission, but COVID brought it back. I was struggling at work (which was outside with the public). I found a therapist and she wrote me a doctor’s note suggesting I be allowed to work from home. My work was not accommodating at all and only offered me FMLA leave, so I took it as my only option and eventually got on Short Term Disability. The whole process took forever and was incredibly stressful. My leave was supposed to be a time of healing and it just made my OCD symptoms worse. My employer basically treated me as though I was trying to get out of work and proved to me that though they talk about the importance of mental health, they don’t take mental health seriously. I ended up having to leave my job “involuntarily due to health reasons” as they would not grant an extension nor let me return with any restrictions/accommodations. My therapist seemed good at first, but it became clear that she wasn’t really helping me. She would often use our sessions to vent about the insurance company and in one session, she basically called me a hopeless case and kept saying “I don’t know. I am concerned. I don’t know how you are going to be able to function” and threw out the word hospitalization, though she did backtrack on that one. I struggle everyday. I am worried that something from outside of the home touched something clean and is now contaminated. I need help working through this. I am constantly looking for reassurance, question if things are clean, wash my hands, use too many disinfectant wipes, and take showers upwards of 50-60 mins. I feel like my mind is being taken over by my OCD, I’m losing time, and it’s straining my relationship. For anyone who is struggling with contamination OCD brought on by COVID - any tips? My therapist never gave me anything specific to work on with this - to help me focus on something else. I am in the process of finding another therapist, but until then - any help would be greatly appreciated. Thank you!
So I'll be getting my covid vaccine within the next few weeks. This is hard for me because I'm terrified of side effects of literally everything, and I know that when I get it I'll be so anxious and worried that something bad will happen. I'm still going to get it, because not getting it would not only be avoidance, but it's also just a risk I have to take, as many others have. Anyone else struggle with side effects of things who have gotten the vaccine? How did you handle it?
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