I just feel so understood after years. Thank you so much for sharing. It helps so much that someone just understands.
I needed the same thing. I needed someone to tell me “those feelings down there are fine! It doesn’t mean you enjoy it!!” Or just tell me everything I felt was normal. But in fact, it is. Rhe urges. The sensations. The thoughts. The feelings. All of it is the same. All of it is OCD.