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Hang in there guys. Some days are brutal and some days are easy, the important thing is that you learn and grow and continue to try hard everyday!! You all will get through this!!

Hang in there, mate. It really feels like rock bottom sometimes. And when you feel it, then there is another more unsettling and depressing ocd episode and you know that another one wasn't as bad. But, wish you all, my friends, to get through it!