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- 3y
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- 3y
I don't know why violence even exist. I wish it didn't so I wouldn't have to think of these thoughts. I want help from a professional but my parent's would never understand! It feels as if the reason I don't act on my thoughts is because I don't wanna be known as a bad person I just don't want too! Omg! WHY CAN'T I JUST BE NORMAL AND HAPPY WITHOUT THESE THOUGHTS
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- 3y
uncertainty is what’s the worst thing about ocd is, you feel like you’re making things up for yourself when you aren’t. your intrusive thoughts are trying to get in your head. i felt that way when i was diagnosed with depression. i believed i was faking it and didn’t deserve to be considered depressed
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- 3y
I most definitely think it got to my head but wow I'm glad you got help! :)
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- 3y
It feels as if I'm lying to myself.
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- 24w
I had same Sex fantasies, sought that out in 🌽 before I knew what sexuality was, it’s related to a specific fetish and I used to talk to strangers online including men and I’m scared now what all of this means, I have HOCD, POCD, all sorts of thoughts but I don’t know if it’s my thoughts or my past which is reality. Why did I have those thoughts as a young boy? Why why why? Who am I? Do I even have OCD? What monster am I? I just want to end it all sometimes in all honesty. Not really but sure feels like it. I’m dying inside .
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- 15w
I think when people are saying OCD is egodystonic is really triggering me and I was just wondering if this has happened to anyone else? I’m going through a really bad relapse and right now I’m trying to figure out if my thoughts are truly egodystonic, like I how do I know I won’t act on them, how can I trust my emotions and everything. I feel really confused and I feel like I don’t know who I am anymore or how I carry on with life because it’s so long and I’m so unsure of everything that’s going on in my head. Like how do I know that this is OCD and true desires/urges. I’m so confused.
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- 13w
Ii spoke w my bf this weekend and he mentioned that he has thoughts just like me, but his don't bother him like me. I then felt a lot better and he tried dissecting one of his thoughts like I usually do and realized it felt more real for him after. That made me realize that none of my thoughts were ever true and I blew them up. However, yesterday I had a thought ab “wait wut if you liked that one guy? How dare you bc youre supposed to love your bf and not secretly like someone else” and treated it as I usually did bc I accidentally wanted to see if it was true but didn't rlly but I would check to see if it was there and now that thought feels so so so real now and I feel really bad how do Ik it's not real? I feel so bad and guilty bc lividly this makes 0 sense but it feels so prominent. It felt pretty real when it happened yesterday too. And now I feel awful bc how is it possible after my clarity the other day? Why does it feel so prominent 😞😞😞
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