I don't know why violence even exist. I wish it didn't so I wouldn't have to think of these thoughts. I want help from a professional but my parent's would never understand! It feels as if the reason I don't act on my thoughts is because I don't wanna be known as a bad person I just don't want too! Omg! WHY CAN'T I JUST BE NORMAL AND HAPPY WITHOUT THESE THOUGHTS
It feels as if I'm lying to myself.
uncertainty is what’s the worst thing about ocd is, you feel like you’re making things up for yourself when you aren’t. your intrusive thoughts are trying to get in your head. i felt that way when i was diagnosed with depression. i believed i was faking it and didn’t deserve to be considered depressed
I most definitely think it got to my head but wow I'm glad you got help! :)