Does anyone experience their OCD trying to sabotage any happy experience? It’s like when I have a good time or experience a happy moment my OCD reviews the experience trying to find something bad about it. For example it reviews everything trying to find something that I could have done or said wrong or a possible negative outcome that could come from the experience. I hate it because it feels like it doesn’t want me to experience joy! I am happy and then at night I wake up super anxious about what if’s. It’s almost like my my OCD wants me to stay trapped in this little routine where it knows everything said or done is “safe” and anything outside of it is an possible threat. Idk if I’m making sense but it makes me so mad…