Does anyone else feel okay for like a week and then feel absolutely terrible for like 2 weeks?

Yep. Sometimes it’ll be as long as a month. It all depends on my mood.

Man I did good for years. Thought i had it nipped. Took fertility drugs to try for another child with the wife, and it was as bad as it ever was. Ingrained some very bad thoughts very quickly, and have been taking some time to seal em all up again.