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- r1234567890987654321
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- 960d ago
Yup! I use to think the same while in a college class…like I would lose control and same something absurd or scream!
I’ve been that way before. I also had the worry, as a child, that thinking a word made me bad. I vividly remember not being able to say “hate” when I was four, and I thought that I hated something- so I ran upstairs to confess to my mom that I thought the word hate.
omg when I was like 11-12 my ocd theme was like almost being scared?? of "bad words." like i would constantly ask my mom if a word was a "bad word" or look words up to find out what it meant and I was like scared of saying or thinking of swear words or "bad words" lol
OCD will make us believe that just because we think something it means it’s true or that we are bad! I still have some of those today where my brain is trying to convince me to do a compulsion to get rid of the anxiety I have towards having negative thoughts towards myself
Yes! There was a period when I was so scared I'd accidentally blurt the N word even though I have literally never once in my life said that word
Yep!!!!! All last year that was a huge issue of mine. It still happens sometimes those thoughts are just so intense. That’s how I got diagnosed in the first place.