I'm hurting so bad. I projected my OCD into my relationship and my girlfriend asked for a break on Sunday. I put too much of a weight on her shoulders. It happened before which was about a year ago but only lasted for a day. I don't know if I'm going to get as lucky this time. She asked me to get a therapist months ago but I didn't want to open up to my parents about it because I didn't want them to worry and I was scared even though they love me and are always supportive. I just didn't feel comfortable opening up about it and I couldn't afford it personally. Now I'm potentially going to lose the love of my life. She said she loves me so much but doesn't know what she needs anymore. She needs time to process things. I've always treated her like a queen. I finally took the step to tell my parents and I will be starting therapy next week. I'm excited to better myself, for myself. But I really hope she will stay by my side. I hope her love is enough.