I know I am attracted to women but still why do I think I am gay and I am in denial like the other day i was watching male models on the internet to check if I might get attraced and I thought I got attracted but I am not sure if I was attracted or not. And why do I think I am in denial and don't have HOCD?? And I am still attracted to women. Am I bi?? and why do I have so much fear of being gay or bi even though in the past couple of years I have been in an environment where being gay and all is normalized.