kenny0
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- 3y
lisaaa!lisaaa!
- Date posted
- 3y
yea it's still an intrusive thought
kenny0kenny0
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- 3y
it also feels like the intrusive thoughts are trying to convince me that i do like them and its working. i really cant tell if its me or ocd:(
dommydommy
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- 3y
@kenny0 It’s all the OCD every day every time
wangoosewangoose
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- 3y
yeah me too! do you mean “say” as in its still in your head?
wangoosewangoose
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- 3y
or do you actually say it out loud
kenny0kenny0
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- 3y
both!
wangoosewangoose
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- 3y
@kenny0 ahhh i see i see! sometimes i think the weird shit i say in my head is inner me and just intrusive but sometimes they sound so loud and like idk it just seems like i actually thought of it myself and not the intrusive but maybe that’s just the ocd
kenny0kenny0
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- 3y
and sometimes when i do get an intrusive thought, i get so confused cause i literally said it. you know? maybe its because i imagine intrusive thoughts to be quick and not make you feel like you said it
wangoosewangoose
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- 3y
@kenny0 yeah!! totally understandable but try to worry about it because it wasn’t you bc sometimes i say things before thinking haha
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