Anyone else still up? I'm having a hard time, feeling like I'm faking OCD, a horrible person, etc. and part of me just wants life to be over. I'm tired here. And yeah. I don't have anything else to say. Just a little rant I guess.

yeah same i just want to be able to sleep, it’s so late. you’re not alone.

I know how you feel. I'm in a rough patch as well, and those types of doubts have come up for me a lot the past few days. It's exhausting and facing the day feels impossible. You're not alone. We haven't always felt like this though, so let's hold out a little hope for tomorrow :) I hope you get some rest!