- Username
- Clementine
- Date posted
- 3y ago
Hey i just recently experienced this it’s okay there’s no need to worry it’s called (emotional numbness) im not sure what the main cause of it is but some people say it’s either from experiencing extreme anxiety or depression to the point where ur body starts to protect you from it and that’s what leads to emotional numbness what helped me through this is that i kept reminding myself that it’s okay and remember to not put pressure on yourself to feel it’s okay these feelings will start coming back again you just have to allow yourself to go through this don’t panic everything will get back to normal you just have to give it time.
You have no idea how comforting that is to hear. Thank you so much. I’m slightly worried because I don’t think I had extreme anxiety or depression recently and I thought this only happened recently to me (although this time last year they were both pretty bad because I was really struggling with ocd so that makes me think how long have I possibly unknowingly been living with emotional numbness). Have you started to feel better recently?
@Clementine Yes i really got better when i started to not force the feeling whatever the situation is i started to not push myself no matter how bad it is. It HELPED ME A LOT i really recommend you to not put pressure on yourself to feel it’s okay it’s just temporary you’ll start to feel again don’t worry.❤️❤️❤️
@m.m Thank you so much. It’s so comforting just to know that I’m not the only one who’s felt like this and that there’s hope. I’m glad you’re feeling better now :)
Absolutely. When I turned 16, that was when the OCD decided to pop in and say hello. It left me experiencing severe anxiety and guilt. After some time I started to feel emotionally numb. As m.m said, it’s your brains way of protecting yourself from any further stress. I worry about the exact same things, so much so that it turned into an obsession (luckily my SSRI’s are doing their job). I think, for me, I know I need to come to terms with the trauma that the OCD caused and face my fears. Obviously easier said than done, because I’m still using this app. Hope this helps. 😊
It absolutely has helped, thank you. It’s just nice to know that I’m not alone in this feeling because that’s scary to think about. Unfortunately it’s always easier said than done but at least we know it’s possible :)
Hi Clementine! I remember you. Sorry to hear you're struggling right now. I've been struggling with strong feelings of envy recently and began to feel like I may never feel content again. We can get through this though 🙂.
Oh my goodness, hi! I haven’t been on here in months because honestly I was doing so much better. I remember you too and honestly you helped me so so much. Sorry to hear you’ve been struggling too but you’re right, we’ll be ok :)
I feel so weird these days. Like I feel blank empty person with no emotions. I mean i still do get anxiety here and there but like no emotions or guilt. I see scary movies and feel no reaction, I imagine hurting other and don’t feel any guilt more like the idgaf typa feeling, before I would be in mental torture crying and depressed about being scared I was a serial killer. I would break down but no I feel urges still by no anxiety or anything. I feel mental and crazy. I would be so excited to wear makeup and excited about impressing guys and dating, but now they don’t seem real to me. Before I would care about OCD and now I’m more like idgaf anymore or what I do. What is going on ?! Am I the only one experiencing this.?
It’s so weird how OCD just comes about with no explanation, out of nowhere. My issue has been feelings. I have moments of hyper focusing on feelings, trying to figure them out, and it’s exhausting. Logically, I know that what I’m going through with the things happening in my life (relationship ending that was abusive, my father just getting diagnosed with dementia, etc) would make anyone feel the way I do. But I keep trying to fight my feelings. “Normally, old me” would embrace them and let them be. Ever since my OCD returned, I can’t help but fixate on them and stress even more. It’s almost like my emotions and the way we are as humans in my mind has become even more of a problem than the problems themselves. Can anyone relate? I am doing my best with ERP. I definitely helps. But I’m still waking up not feeling like myself and it hurts.
I have this issue that I need help with and I would like to hear if anyone else has gone through something like this along with any tips. A few months back I had what was arguably my worst OCD episode in my whole life, it lasted a whole week, in this week I felt nothing but constant anxiety and obsession over this thought, it was like nothing in life mattered except this thought and that lead me to really become disconnected from what’s around me and become so occupied in my own head. After this week, I felt extremely numb and disconnected from myself and my identity which lead me to go down a spiral of disconnection and I had a lot of nostalgic sadness due to thinking “I miss the old days when things were so simple and I didn’t have severe ocd” and this caused me to become very sick of ocd thoughts to the point of suppressing them. Now it’s been quite some time and I have become much calmer but I still feel 2 main things from this extremely bad OCD episode that have stuck with me. 1) I feel extremely disconnected from my identity, my thoughts and emotions, I cannot name my emotions nor embrace them anymore and I can’t think straight (brain fog). 2) that sense of continuous background anxiety that I experienced in that week in my bad OCD episode has stuck with me and now I feel that anxiety all the time for no particular reason along with feeling dull, sad and disconnected. I feel like I have unresolved emotions and experiences from all this but at the same time I feel like I can’t point out anything specific that is causing me to feel this way. I have searched up symptoms for generalised anxiety disorder because of my continuous anxiety but I do not seem to match any of the symptoms, in fact I currently never feel anxious about anything except things related to my bad OCD episode. Please do not hesitate to leave any helpful comments if you have any :) and thank you in advance.
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