So today I was shopping with my grandma and we went to a crystal store. There was a table with different kinds of crystals and the cashier told me to buy the crystal that I thought felt right. My eyes landed on the Tree Agathe, a stone that gives you a feeling of warmth and safety. But I accosiated the green of the stone with my mom and was scared to buy it (I have incest OCD). I decided to ignore the compulsion to not buy it and I bought the crystal. And it really gives me a safe feeling but I'm still scared. Like the OCD voice says things like: 'The warmth you feel isn't normal love it means that u are in love with your mom.' and stuff like that and it scares me. I really loved this crystal but the second I wanted to buy it those thoughts started appearing. Is it normal that the love I feel for my mom feels like warmth in my chest? Or does that mean I'm in love? Someone help please!

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Date posted: 4y

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idkausername

Date posted: 4y

I'm not sure, I'm just so scared since I know that loving your partner and loving your parent can lay very close to each other. And that's scary, especially since this stone is supposed to give you a safe feeling of love

idkausername

Date posted: 4y

@Figuringitout1 What do you mean with that last sentence? About fear?

idkausername

Date posted: 4y

@Figuringitout1 True, it's just so scary sometimes.. thank you tho

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