“I like bad girls.” Me, seductively: I went into the doors in Roblox’s Phobias with the OCD warning ;)

I love horror movies and would watch them random sometimes even Terrifier cause art is my new favorite character. I just felt like I was a bad person for this⁉️ I don’t support his actions but I like his goofy faces he makes. I can’t enjoy anything no more Literally me rn in life

I got harassed in an online game (marvel rivals for anyone curious) today bc I was “playing bad.” I think they realized I’m a female player too (my username makes it obvious) so it gave them more fuel to harass me. I kinda threw the match after all the rudeness. I obsess a LOT over what my teammates think of me, whether I play well, and one negative interaction and I’m spiraling for a long time. I reported the rude players but now I’m too afraid to play again. I feel OCD makes it really hard to play online bc i’m constantly obsessing over my errors and sometimes can’t enjoy the game at all. I also obsess over winning, and it becomes addictive in a way. Anyone else relate?

I think I should definitely delete Roblox it’s triggering me I’m feeling weird about it because why would I check to see if they’re male and get a sense of happiness or would want to interact with males or like if they friend me it feels like I would get their number or if I friended them this sounds like P*do I don’t know their age but still Roblox is for kids so I assume they are and I’m being a p for wanting to play with little boys or messing around with them I’m scared that this will definitely make me a p**dator in the future I think I need to delete the app I don’t want exposure from it anymore