yes!! that is ocd. pure ocd. research on the internet about that, and reach to a specialist if you need to. Ocd can get worse over time so..
Wait so I've had ocd since I was small?? But thank you I will do nor research!
@Mayte Yes 😅❤️ Maybe you have other types of ocd. there are a lot - contamination, pure ocd, perfectionism... If you don’t know things about ocd it will be worse, as you don’t know it’s ocd and you will not know how to stop it