worried if i have to give up on my person

what do you mean?

i don’t know what to do at this point like i don’t want to give up on them but i’m feeling so numb and like normal about them lately and i don’t know what to do about it. i’m scared if i just don’t care anymore and i feel like i don’t obsess over it as much as i used to ): it’s just nothing feels right

@getwellsoon rocd?

@kenny0 i’m not diagnosed but my intrusive thoughts have been revolving around my relationship with them for over a month and two weeks now ):

@getwellsoon i see, do you want them?

@kenny0 i really feel like i do but sometimes it feels in my head like i don’t

@getwellsoon https://youtu.be/whcpkyABuU4

oh my gosh i thought you were talking about my person, not the thoughts but thank you for this

Sit with the uncertainty. Don’t do anything about it. Just let it be there.