Any other Christians or people with conservative parents not teach them a whole lot about s*xual things and do you feel like that contributed to your intrusive thoughts at all?

Yes! For me, I worry that my parents conservative views are what I'm afraid of and I don't actually have SOOCD or TOCD and I'm actually just scared of being rejected as an actual trans person would be

Yeah I have had that thought too! That's not my main theme but a secondary one and I have definitely thought about that before