These days I dread literally everything. I hate having to get up in the morning and face my family. I hate it when I have to go out and interact with people. I can't bring myself to do things that I want, I can't bring myself to do anything. I waste time, avoid things, procrastinate. I have goals and ambitions, I want to make something of my life but I physically feel stuck. I just can't move, I can't do it. I hate myself for it. And time just keeps going, it doesn't wait for anyone. I just want to disappear most if the time. I don't know what's wrong with me.

I felt like this last year, thank God therapy was put in my life and I was able to move from where I thought I was stuck at mentally, I used to dread having dinner with my parents and ocd started to pull me from what I loved, God through therapy rescued me and realized that I lost way too much time I can't get back with my parents and once you realize how much you're losing by listening to ocd it's going to make you want to fight back and seek therapy, dare to say no to ocd to ignore the lies to starve it from compulsions, dare to live your life, ocd is a coward, God is on your side He loves you just as you are and He will never abandon you. Have faith. God bless you