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278d ago
I do. I know this illness or whatever you want to call it can only be done by me and no one else. I feel like I’m just a bother to everyone now and I’m not supposed to do this or that.
I definitely do! I haven’t been able to look in the mirror recently. Even though deep down I know these thoughts have nothing to do with me. It just makes me feel awful anyways.
I relate to what you've said. I feel like I can't escape mistakes I've made and I worry that I've not only futher ruined my name for myself or if I've unintentionally caused harm.