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Hi there. What’s going on?

I understand. I’ve dealt with similar situations, so I’ll do my best to help. I don’t know how likely it is for that to someone to see you. Yes, if someone did then it’s too late, BUT that doesn’t mean that you’re alone if someone did try to threaten you. You wouldn’t have to listen to a word of their blackmailing because help is always available.

It is scary, I agree. Not sure if this will help, but try to remember that it doesn’t become a reality unless you’re actually threatened. Until it happens, it’s just a speculation, just like a lot of other fears we have.

@arghh what’s going on

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What’s going on?

I had a really bad day. I kept feeling that what if I am a bad person, I kept having to talk to my boyfriend about it and express my feelings which helped a bit since he just sat and listened. My fear was that I get intrusive feelings, so when I think of something sexual.. I get a feeling of excitement or desire.. an unwanted one! Then I feel anxiety and fear.. it's like not who I am? I kept googling and couldn't find a lot of mention of the symptom but others said they feel the same so I feel a bit better but I am still struggling thinking I am horrible..

Don't Google or search the symptoms or even stories of other people. Truth is that we are all different in one way or another. Different experiences, different circumstances, etc. You should be in my head and see what goes on there. It's a horrible horrible mess! Sometimes the feeling seem so real that I doubt my own existence and think I'm in denial. Other times I'm doing ok and I have enough clarity in my mind to see who I am and what I want. OCD is the doubting disease and no matter how much you search, it'll always find a way to contact who you feel you are.