cloudwalker
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all i can say to this is i completely relate. i used to feel so bitter and almost angry at people who seemed to have it better than me. one idea that helped me though, is that just as much as they dont know my struggles, i probably dont know their struggles. the other day i was walking in town i saw two old friend i hadnt seen in 2 yrs and they told me “you look glowing and seem to be doing great”, but little did they know the bullshittery id been through this past yr
cloudwalkercloudwalker
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- 4y
I know. I think everyone has it better than me even though it's not true since people have their own thins that they struggle with. Good to know I'm not alone in this.
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- 4y
@cloudwalker totally♥️. it’s okay to feel like this, just know emotions are temporary
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ocd may rob us of our true self from time to time, but it doesnt have to be like that forever♥️
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