I've been obsessing over saying my thoughts. Like I'd say a sentence related to my thougts and I'd freak out! It got to the point where I'd consider muttering "words that don't come out of my mouth" as talking! It gets really scary when it feels like I mean the thought or believe it. Anyone dealing with this?

Same, my thoughts have been mumbled over things that I've been saying out loud and after a few weeks they're now gone, so t has helped a little! 

But did you feel like you wanted the thoughts though? Because I feel like I'm mainly struggling with the feeling.

There was a sense that I've been baiting them a bit to see if they'd appear, and after a few weeks it did happen