i feel you. my ocd ruined my summer in 2017 and now it’s ruining my 2021 summer
@ anonymous WE'RE LITERALLY THE SAMEE! Summer 2017 was a nightmare. But the difference was that I had the regular OCD with visible compulsions. But the one I'm having now is worse.
My ocd came in June so I definitely feel you. Before it kicked in I just got a new car and moved back to my hometown with my girlfriend and the future was looking really good in terms of happiness and comfort. Reconnecting with old friends, doing fun stuff was what I was looking forward to but I lost my marbles pretty much as soon as we got home.
I feel like my summer was wasted too. I feel kinda bitter because it feels like everyone else is thriving but me. I feel like I will never be happy again.