Anyone felt like their Summer was wasted on ocd? Like literally I see everyone being happy and I'm just struggling with my head for the entire Summer. It literally started since the last 2 weeks of school till now. It was my first year at this school and I hate everyone there, brought me alot of anxiety everyday because of unrealistic standards and I was begging my parents to send me back to my old school. I was doing well at the end and acceoting it and even the people there but got to study way too many lessons for finals. Can this be the reason why I had my WORST ocd cycles ever this Summer?

i feel you. my ocd ruined my summer in 2017 and now it’s ruining my 2021 summer

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@ anonymous WE'RE LITERALLY THE SAMEE! Summer 2017 was a nightmare. But the difference was that I had the regular OCD with visible compulsions. But the one I'm having now is worse.

My ocd came in June so I definitely feel you. Before it kicked in I just got a new car and moved back to my hometown with my girlfriend and the future was looking really good in terms of happiness and comfort. Reconnecting with old friends, doing fun stuff was what I was looking forward to but I lost my marbles pretty much as soon as we got home.