Existential thoughts used to trigger me so much now I'm just like oh that's cool no one really knows the answer to the questions oh well. I guess I'm a bit more comfortable knowing about science and that stuff now unlike before I try to not react scared when I feel weird about living in a planet orbling a sun... Basically I try to not get scared or I don't really get scared of not knowing why anything is real anymore yes it makes me uncomfortable but the thoughts aren't always here either! So basically these questions don't bother me anymore.