jello86
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- 4y
MRR7221MRR7221
- Date posted
- 4y
Not too good. Dwelling on the past so badly
jello86jello86
- Date posted
- 4y
I’m sorry, that sucks :( it’s really hard to get out of those thought loops. Really tempting to just keep reviewing the pasy
jello86jello86
- Date posted
- 4y
@jello86 Past
MRR7221MRR7221
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- 4y
@jello86 Ugh yes it is… it makes me feel like such a terrible person. I am dealing with False Memory OCD and the past makes my “what if” memories 10x worse… my chest is heavy, my thoughts are spiraling continually through my head. I ask God for answers all the time :(
katr :,)katr :,)
- Date posted
- 4y
Omgg im watching love island uk rn and eating hot chips 😭, but mostly trying to sit with uncertainty it’s very hard 🥲
jello86jello86
- Date posted
- 4y
Woooooooo shit is ROUGH out here!
cozymushroomcozymushroom
- Date posted
- 4y
I’m doing better than I was earlier. Watching some Brooklyn nine-nine and taking some time to myself :)
jello86jello86
- Date posted
- 4y
Omg such a feel-good show :) I’m glad you’re feeling better, I’m feeling better too after watching tv and talking to people on NOCD :)
kenny0kenny0
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- 4y
trying to fall asleep, i cant :(
jello86jello86
- Date posted
- 4y
Sorry friend :( is there anything you usually do in this situation that helps?
kenny0kenny0
- Date posted
- 4y
@jello86 watch youtube and wait until i get tired but its a school night://
cheyrascheyras
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 4y
Been playing Tetris effect. Incredible game for my mental health in general, has been a godsend.
AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 4y
Is it different than the original Tetris?
cheyrascheyras
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 4y
@Bailey253 By and large it’s the same game with a few twists. But the big thing about it is the art and music, it’s really chill and pretty. Look up a YouTube video and check it out, it’s pretty awesome.
jello86jello86
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- 4y
My boyfriend loves that game and we play it together!!! He finds it soothing too.
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