Does anyone reading here think you can love your family so much , that ocd tries to take that away from you? That you can love TOO much ?

OCD takes what you value most and twists it up and gives it back in the worst way possible. So if you have self harm OCD and worried about killing yourself, you love life. If you are worried about killing others (family included) you're a kind, loving person. If you're worried about screaming blasphemies in church, you love God. So don't worry about why it's happening, just know that it's normal and trying to make you second guess who you are. It's okay to love hard. Your children need that.

This was so well said! It is helpful to remind myself of this and the way you put it really makes it clear 🥰