- Username
- girlanon
- Date posted
- 954d ago
GIRL SAME WITH HOCD!!!!
I hate this I don't even know my gender anymore like, literally who am I? I feel like I've completely lost the old me and been replaced, that girl is gone. Did she ever exist?
@Kaylaaaa I feel the same with both hocd and tocd
@Nour04 So sorry you have to experience it too. I should be scared of it but I'm not
Ahhh same! I'm sorry you're going through this man
You too! I should be terrified but I'm just so calm
@Kaylaaaa It's because sometimes your anxiety / disgusted response wears off after so much exposure to one topic
@guesswhosback Interesting
I mean I guess calm is good. I just feel like i shouldn't be. Like I must want to be trans and I don't even care about it, I should be panicking about the fact I'm not panicking
@Kaylaaaa Calm is a good response! Getting anxious about not being anxious is called a back door spike and is common with ocd so please try and tolerate the uncertainty
Maybe it does mean you’re trans, maybe it doesn’t! So glad that you’re feeling less anxiety. Try to focus on other things for a while while you’re still recovering from this particular OCD theme; you’ll have plenty of time to think about gender identity in a healthy, non-compulsive way later!