I did the thing again where I felt convinced I'm trans and accepted it and am not anxious at all. I guess that means I want to be trans now, like it's correct? I'm not even anxious about the fact I'm not anxious.

GIRL SAME WITH HOCD!!!!

I hate this I don't even know my gender anymore like, literally who am I? I feel like I've completely lost the old me and been replaced, that girl is gone. Did she ever exist?

@Kaylaaaa I feel the same with both hocd and tocd

@Nour04 So sorry you have to experience it too. I should be scared of it but I'm not

Ahhh same! I'm sorry you're going through this man

You too! I should be terrified but I'm just so calm

@Kaylaaaa It's because sometimes your anxiety / disgusted response wears off after so much exposure to one topic

@guesswhosback Interesting

I mean I guess calm is good. I just feel like i shouldn't be. Like I must want to be trans and I don't even care about it, I should be panicking about the fact I'm not panicking

@Kaylaaaa Calm is a good response! Getting anxious about not being anxious is called a back door spike and is common with ocd so please try and tolerate the uncertainty