Anxiousaddie
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- 4y
MRR7221MRR7221
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- 4y
Yes! And I’m scared they will tell other people and it will just go around and around /:
AnxiousaddieAnxiousaddie
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Ugh yes! I started obsessing that maybe she told someone! It's the worst!
MRR7221MRR7221
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@Hopeforthefuture Ugh yes! I always make sure my username and profile picture keeps me anonymous but I’m always so scared someone knows me and yeah… ugh :(
AnxiousaddieAnxiousaddie
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@MRR7221 Yes! I have changed them before too 😅 just so people will think I'm different. I also worry that someone I know will get the app and someone recognize me especially because I know a girl from my college has ocd
MRR7221MRR7221
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- 4y
@Hopeforthefuture Ugh it is so frustrating! We just gotta know it is highly unlikely! But our minds just want to think otherwise :(
Fear and Hope 🌼Fear and Hope 🌼
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It’s odd but I think sometimes it is harder to talk about the really odd/ridiculous fears compared to the horrifying fears 🤷🏼♀️
katr :,)katr :,)
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Yupp that’s why I don’t really tell anyone about it or at least not my friends
AnxiousaddieAnxiousaddie
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- 4y
It's hard 😞 I talked to my mom about it and she kept telling me she thought no differently of me but I can't help but think she dles
AnxiousaddieAnxiousaddie
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@Hopeforthefuture Does*
katr :,)katr :,)
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@Hopeforthefuture Oh girl :( you are not those thoughts at all okay! And it doesn’t matter what your mom thinks I understand that some parents aren’t really that open about mental health stuff but just know that you’re not
AnxiousaddieAnxiousaddie
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@kathernyr Yeah, I keep trying to remind myself of that. She was really good to talk to about it actually. Soemtimes I will remember things I told her or someone else a long time ago and feel super anxious about having told them and what they might think. Trying to remember that my thoughts don't define me though
Fear and Hope 🌼Fear and Hope 🌼
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I am having trouble with an obsessive thought now but I am too afraid to share it even on here. 😬🤦🏼♀️
katr :,)katr :,)
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- 4y
That’s me literally all the time😭
AnxiousaddieAnxiousaddie
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I've been there so many times!
katr :,)katr :,)
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If they’re not willing to at least try to learn about it then you deserve someone who will have the capacity to understand you then find someone else who will be there!🤍
Maybe,MaybeNotMaybe,MaybeNot
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Yep
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