I personally believe in God and spirituality but sometimes believing in them scares me because what if I say something wrong or hurtful in my head and my angels/guidance or God gets mad at me and something bad happens to me! 

since God knows what’s in ur heart ur intrusive thoughts will not do harm 

I wish God could tell me who I am right now or who I will be in the future! 

Omg!! I’m experiencing the same thing!!!!

I have always found God helpful in those times I needed Him the most. God will always forgive you if you ask for forgiveness. I've screwed up before ,but God still loves me because I asked for forgiveness. 