Does anybody feel like they really don’t know what they look like? Like, your reflection looks different in different mirrors and/or windows. Even the way my shadow looks gives me anxiety. There’s sometimes where I think I’ll get a glimpse at what I really look like and I actually like what I see, but it’s awfully rare. I honestly don’t know what I really look like. Sucks that my mind distorts everything in my life.

How my body looks changes based on my mood. If I'm depressed, I look disgusting. If I'm in a happier mood, I may like what I look like. Sometimes I think I look a certain way and when I look at a mirror, I'm like.... Wtf, that's what I look like 🤔

I GET THIS SM AHHH istg i look different photos and then i look in the mirror and it looks nothing like a photo or video of me and reflections look different too so i can’t even tell what people see me as bc i see myself looking different all the time.