- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 4y
It really is a relief to know we are not alone đ
I am 59 I never knew it was so prevelant in our society
I am FINALLY starting to (somewhat) recover from this last existential spiral, which admittedly, was probably the cruelest my OCD has ever been to me. Only thanks to you all. You were all able to provide me with kindness, understanding and support⌠without the kind of reassurance that feeds OCD, of course. When I downloaded this app, I was genuinely terrified. I was so scared that I was permanently doomed to the endless whirlpool that is the thoughts produced by my own brain and that life as I knew it was over, that I would never be happy again. For anyone who might be feeling that way right now, your OCD is LYING to you! Whatever you may be going through, it CAN get better. As hard as it may be right now, HAVE FAITH! Get up and do that thing you want to do in spite of the fear and discomfort. Take the fear with you like a whiny, unwilling toddler and do it anyway. Watch the movie, read the book, order that takeout youâve been craving, bake the cake, wash the dishes⌠Please do it anyway! It will be hard at first, I wonât lie. But the OCD part of your brain, like a toxic partner, WANTS to win. It wants you to give up on those things that you love, all those things that make you happy so that thereâs no space for anything but itself. Donât let it win. The more you push yourself, the more you rewire your brain to realize that as much as it may feel like, the obsession doesnât matter! Thanks to you all, even without therapy (YET - Iâm starting that journey on Tuesday because thereâs still a lot to unpack, and I know that OCD wonât just magically go away), I was able to get a basic understanding of ERP and learning to sit with discomfort and how to live life in spite of it, rather than letting it take over my very being. So for that, I thank this community. I think I would be in a very different place right now if it werenât for the people Iâve met here who truly understood my experiences. I hope you have a wonderful day. Please donât give up. You deserve to be happy, no matter what your brain is telling you â¤ď¸
So thankful to have found this app đ my 15 year old is struggling with what is unofficially diagnosed OCD (counselor is starting the process to diagnose but she fits SO much of what weâre reading and sheâs at least 4th generation OCDâr). We are in a bad spiral right now with her, especially centered around sleep and it just feels so hard. Just wanted to say thank you for helping me not feel alone.
To my dear OCD friends, I just want to take a moment to say how grateful I am to know each of you. Your courage, honesty, and support have meant more to me than you know. In the trenches of this struggle, itâs easy to feel alone, but then you all show up (raw, real, and brave) and remind me what strength truly looks like. Some days the emotions hit like a wave, or like a distressed baby crying out for comfort. And instead of pushing that pain away, weâve learned to sit with it. To cradle it. To breathe with it. To say, âYouâre allowed to be here, and I wonât run.â That is powerful. That is healing. Exposures are not just tools, theyâre acts of defiance. Each time we step toward our core fears instead of away from them, weâre not just surviving⌠weâre becoming ocdemonslayers. Weâre refusing to let a false alarm dictate our worth or our reality. Thatâs no small thing. Please remember: nothing in this life is worth ending it early. The storm feels so loud sometimes, but storms do pass. Life has seasons, and the darkest ones are often followed by the most beautiful dawns. Hold on. You are not your thoughts. You are not alone. God is good through it all; in the fear, in the doubt, in the healing, in the stillness. Even when we canât feel it, His grace holds us steady. He sees the battle and walks it with us. Iâm truly happy to know all of you. Thank you for being part of this fight with me. With love, Salad #ocdemonslayers
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