So I kinda got crushed by some guy that I've had a crush on for over a year and I was talking to him and hanging out with him for over a month. I told him that I was looking for a relationship in the beginning and he acknowledged that, but he cut things off in the end saying he wasn't sure what I thought we'd become. I thought we had bonding moments, but it kinda turns out that he was just trying to...ya know. I'm sad about it, my ocd is acting up a lil bit. I feel like he kinda played me, but felt bad about it in the end. I've been telling my friends that he played me and my ocd is telling me "what if he didn't tho and you're saying this?" It like goes against my morals and I feel like a bitch about it. Idk I'm just upset because it felt like he genuinely cared, but then he wouldn't be 100% honest with me until the end. I hate that I don't hate him, he does seem like a good guy at heart.

Anonymous

Date posted: 4y

Been there! Sorry this happened. 🙁

Dre83

Date posted: 4y

Don’t worry about that douche bag if all he wanted was one thing. He never cared unless he got what he wanted and that’s selfish. You’re worth more than that and I’m sorry you had to deal with that.

alexisrae1999

Date posted: 4y

You have every right to let yourself feel whatever you want to feel. I have been there quite a few times, and it sucks. Try your best not to ruminate on what couldve went better, or what you could've done to prevent whatever happened from happening. I have been dealing with the repercussions of a breakup since January, and its still rough for me. Cut off contact with him for sure! And if he tries to come back into your life, don't let him. It'll only fuel the ocd

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