Can anyone with pocd help me? How do I deal with the fact that there is a possibility that I could be a ped0. Like it’s impossible for me to be 100% sure if I am or not, and that scares me so much. How do I deal with this uncertainty?

I’m only just starting therapy so I don’t know if this is the answer for sure. I think that you will feel very anxious whilst dealing with that uncertainty to begin with. The more you do it and the less anxious you get about it will eventually allow you to not even think about whether you are or you aren’t. And you’ll just get on with your life without thinking about it or at least rarely thinking about it, It’s just getting past that initial stage or anxiety and uncertainty.