Why does it not feel like ocd anymore

i don’t know, but i’d like to know

Because it’s just another one of OCDs tactics to suck you in!

Because that’s only what it wants you to think. It will try to make itself look like it’s what you really think, but in reality it’s a big liar and it says nothing about you. You’re strong and can get through this! Just sit with the thoughts without trying to fight them and the scaryness effect will fade. It’s super difficult, but you can get through this! Wishing you the best!