Guys I don’t think I can do this . It seems like I’m really just becoming a boy now . It won . I feel defeated it feels like nothings working and I can’t feel happy being a woman anymore . It’s taking everything from me . If I become a boy I won’t like it but maybe then it would just stop … I’m tired of fighting. I feel like I’m getting nowhere and I can’t take living like this anymore …

Thank you I appreciate you . It’s just been so hard this week . It feels way to real

Thank you so much 💗

@BlueMountain Yes it’s very debilitating and it slowly took away my sense of self I feel empty and scared all the time I have no idea how I overcame this before

@BlueMountain I’ve tried to but I can’t make myself believe it’s ocd . It’s like my brain won’t accept that .

I just can’t imagine being a man and actually liking it . It was never who I was . But I feel like I really don’t have a choice. I always love my body and I loved being pretty and the attention I get from being a girl always made me feel good. I was happy the way I was my life was fine . If that fear comes true , i won’t have my bf anymore , I won’t love myself anymore , my son won’t have a mother , my mom won’t have a daughter . Why can’t I just be me ?

@anonymousN You are still you! And you are incredibly beautiful! Try and recognize that you are in a cycle of fear because you seem to really value being a woman :)

@raeniedays Thank you so much . I appreciate it a lot

@anonymousN Anytime!