anonymousN
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cozymushroomcozymushroom
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A good exposure I did was dressing in mostly masculine clothes. Just know you aren’t alone and that this is a really common thing
anonymousNanonymousN
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Thank you I appreciate you . It’s just been so hard this week . It feels way to real
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anonymousNanonymousN
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Thank you so much 💗
anonymousNanonymousN
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@BlueMountain Yes it’s very debilitating and it slowly took away my sense of self I feel empty and scared all the time I have no idea how I overcame this before
anonymousNanonymousN
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@BlueMountain I’ve tried to but I can’t make myself believe it’s ocd . It’s like my brain won’t accept that .
cozymushroomcozymushroom
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Something that helped me with this theme is recognizing that everyone has a masculine and feminine side and we can portray those as freely as we would like 🤍🤍
anonymousNanonymousN
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I just can’t imagine being a man and actually liking it . It was never who I was . But I feel like I really don’t have a choice. I always love my body and I loved being pretty and the attention I get from being a girl always made me feel good. I was happy the way I was my life was fine . If that fear comes true , i won’t have my bf anymore , I won’t love myself anymore , my son won’t have a mother , my mom won’t have a daughter . Why can’t I just be me ?
cozymushroomcozymushroom
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@anonymousN You are still you! And you are incredibly beautiful! Try and recognize that you are in a cycle of fear because you seem to really value being a woman :)
anonymousNanonymousN
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@raeniedays Thank you so much . I appreciate it a lot
cozymushroomcozymushroom
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@anonymousN Anytime!
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