Is there anyone here that I can talk to about gender identity ocd ? It feels really real today and I’m just sad . I feel like my life is ruined forever

Girl it feels so real and my mind is constantly runinating . It keeps saying what does someone go through for them to think they’re the opposite gender and how I am I so comfortable being a girl and how are there some girls that want to be boys and how are men able to be comfortable being men ? And what does gender identity even mean ? How can you think like the opposite sex ? I’m trying to ignore it but it won’t shut up and on top of that I keep playing scenarios of what life would be like if I was a guy and I feel like I don’t love my bf anymore and I can’t tell who I am anymore or if this is real . I can’t stop crying life was so simple and fun before all of this . I have no I dead what to do. I just want to give up

I hope it not triggering you if I am just lmk

@anonymousN Omg I totally understand your situation. I’ve imagined myself dressing up more “masculine” and dating the other girls to see if I would like it. It gives me so much anxiety because I’ve never wanted to change my gender but I keep thinking “what if I want to”

@kaylangel4 Me too and I never liked it I always loved myself the way I was and everyone else does too but the more the images come in the head the confused I get and the more I feel like it feels real and like I might actually have it in me to do something like that .

@anonymousN Yess I don’t know how to deal with this I might try meditation and watching YouTube videos on HOCD.