Kiran.09
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- 3y
Ashrosè825Ashrosè825
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I understand, mines this week as well so I know that it’s tough but sometimes I like to focus on the good parts and do anything it takes to shut out those negative thoughts which can be easier when celebrating something 😄👍
Ashrosè825Ashrosè825
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- 3y
Happy early birthday btw! 🥳
Kiran.09Kiran.09
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- 3y
Thanks! Happy early birthday to you too🤍
Ashrosè825Ashrosè825
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@not_me Thanks 😄
Kiran.09Kiran.09
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Well, it would be fine to cry this Birthday then😂
k-low k-low
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- 3y
Oh I feel you. Mine bad bad at my birthday. And that's how ocd works. When you want it the least it will come. But you will be okay. Birthdays are overrated anyways.
Kiran.09Kiran.09
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Exactly, just treat it like any other day.
k-low k-low
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@not_me *meant to write was bad. But yes absolutely. And it's fine to not be okay on your birthday ❤️
Kiran.09Kiran.09
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@k-low The problem is that my parents always try to make me feel guilty about being sad. But thanks for the support🤍
k-low k-low
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@not_me Ohh.. That's not nice of them. I'm so sorry for that. But you absolutely shouldn't have to feel like that. I'm here to tell you that is absolutely fine to be sad and having someone blame you for it won't make it any better. If it helps: I've cried in my last 6 birthdays probably 😂
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