Is anyone else obsessed with being/becoming a bad person ? I feel like a bad person though I feel like I have a clean conscience . This is draining

Personally....yes.

SAMEE

All of my worst case scenarios with my different ocd subtypes always come back the the same thing…being a bad person. I have no idea why the desire to not be a bad person is so deeply rooted for me. I have heard that bad people don’t worry about being bad but my ocd definitely tells me I am not a good person so I guess I’m some kind of miserable hybrid 🤷🏼‍♀️

it truly is conflicting , as if something sinister wants me to abandon my morals .

@🐚 . I feel that :(

@Cloclo4 but i just wont let it ! because in the end thats just not me , sorry ocd :/

@🐚 . Exactly!!

Mine is similar, though not quite the same. Less that I feel like a bad person and more like despite everything I do I can’t seem to feel like I measure up in almost anything.