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Personally....yes.
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SAMEE
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All of my worst case scenarios with my different ocd subtypes always come back the the same thing…being a bad person. I have no idea why the desire to not be a bad person is so deeply rooted for me. I have heard that bad people don’t worry about being bad but my ocd definitely tells me I am not a good person so I guess I’m some kind of miserable hybrid 🤷🏼♀️
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it truly is conflicting , as if something sinister wants me to abandon my morals .
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@🐚 . I feel that :(
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@Cloclo4 but i just wont let it ! because in the end thats just not me , sorry ocd :/
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@🐚 . Exactly!!
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- OCD Conqueror
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Mine is similar, though not quite the same. Less that I feel like a bad person and more like despite everything I do I can’t seem to feel like I measure up in almost anything.
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Yes I'm honestly terrified I'll do something horrible
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Hi I just have a few questions! (Im 14 btw) Okay so basically I’m really worried I’ll become a pedo/I already am and I don’t know it yet. I’m also really scared if I SA someone, even tho I don’t want to and I’d never do something like that but I feel like this part of me is saying that I will and it’s really scaring me. I feel so alone and I’m so scared I’m a bad person on the inside and this isn’t ocd and I’m gonna unleash hell on this earth I’m so scared. I’ll get a thought like if I’m walking past someone random it will be like “What if you sa them?” And it scares me so bad I feel horrible for thinking that. Is this apart of it? I feel like I’m always fixated on the topic of sa to check if I would do something like that, I don’t know anymore I just feel like a bad person (btw I have not done anything like that to anyone!)
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I love horror movies and would watch them random sometimes even Terrifier cause art is my new favorite character. I just felt like I was a bad person for this⁉️ I don’t support his actions but I like his goofy faces he makes. I can’t enjoy anything no more Literally me rn in life
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(21+ ONLY: TRIGGER WARNING) I honestly feel so overwhelmed by my thoughts—so overwhelmed that I honestly don’t care anymore. I feel like I’m accepting the fact that I’m a monster and have always been a monster. I broke down last night because of these thoughts but I wouldn’t tell anyone if they asked. It wouldn’t make sense to them. This morning, I was watching a body cam video and the person that was arrested was traumadumping about their past SA. I felt like I liked the thoughts and images I got from it. And instead of being disgusted, I let it happen. What does this mean? Does this mean that I’m a monster? Am I a just a monster in disguise?
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