All of my worst case scenarios with my different ocd subtypes always come back the the same thing…being a bad person. I have no idea why the desire to not be a bad person is so deeply rooted for me. I have heard that bad people don’t worry about being bad but my ocd definitely tells me I am not a good person so I guess I’m some kind of miserable hybrid 🤷🏼♀️
it truly is conflicting , as if something sinister wants me to abandon my morals .
@🐚 . I feel that :(
@Cloclo4 but i just wont let it ! because in the end thats just not me , sorry ocd :/
@🐚 . Exactly!!
Mine is similar, though not quite the same. Less that I feel like a bad person and more like despite everything I do I can’t seem to feel like I measure up in almost anything.
Yes I'm honestly terrified I'll do something horrible