Who here has played papa games on kizi when they were kids If you don’t know papa games were like “papas pizzeria, papas taco Mia, all those games 😭

Hey guys I just wanted to talk about something I was feeling I feel so trapped and terrible I have a bad pornography addiction even back then idk what to do I'm 17 years old but basically I looked at some very obscure things on the Internet ranging from hentai or just even more messed up things when I was younger I think maybe early teens I remember randomly just started remembering things I saw now I do not remember if I acted on them or jerked off to them idk what to do I feel so ashamed trapped I feel like I can't enjoy life anymore for what I've done I been introduced to porn when I was young idk what to do I seem alot back then some memories pop certain ones I don't remember if I had pleasured myself to it it feels like I did I have so much shame if I did but idk what to do

I think I should definitely delete Roblox it’s triggering me I’m feeling weird about it because why would I check to see if they’re male and get a sense of happiness or would want to interact with males or like if they friend me it feels like I would get their number or if I friended them this sounds like P*do I don’t know their age but still Roblox is for kids so I assume they are and I’m being a p for wanting to play with little boys or messing around with them I’m scared that this will definitely make me a p**dator in the future I think I need to delete the app I don’t want exposure from it anymore

Its been a long time since ive had spoken to people online. Ive liked socializing since i was way younger and i miss it so much. So-does anyone wanna be mutuals? Exclusively on nocd😭 it be nice to have more friends that have the same struggles i do, more to relate too. 🙏Preferably 19+ people since i just turned 20. 🙏I like a lot video games and like to draw and im in college so we can talk about whatever! :) comment if you’d be up to chat on here sometimes.