I just feel like I’m in denial at this point like I can’t even argue with my thoughts anymore and I don’t feel anxiety and I feel like our relationship will never go back to normal

I’m sorry as I know how hard this shit is. Like what is normal anyways now that we deal with ocd. Normal to me is me how I was pre ocd. That reality seems like a dream that can’t be achieved for me personally.

That is honestly a dream and that is what I perceive as reality as well

I’m kinda dealing with this too but my theme is different so idk if that still valid 😭 but I relate

I think regardless of theme symptoms tend to be the same with different circumstances. But it sucks! And then my brain is like “it doesn’t suck!”

@cozycat EXACTLY YES

@cozycat MY BRAIN DOES THIS TOOO OMG I SAY I HATE MY THEME & MY BRAIN SAYS I DONT HATE MY THEME WTF ? I DIDNT KNOW THIS WAS COMMON OMG

@;-; WTF BECAUSE WHEN I SAY I HATE POCD BECAUSE IT BRINGS ME SO MUCH SHAME & MISERY IT SAYS I DO LIKE IT & WHY WOULD I WANT TO GET RID OF IT SO I FEEL STUCK :/ BUT THIS JUST GAVE ME COURAGE TO KEEP FIGHTING.