BRO SOMEONE READ THIS! 😭 Today was the worst. I’m already insecure about my breast size and WHAT MY FRIEND DID I SWEAR TO GOD- after reading this you’ll be mad asf too. While I was writing my paper 📝 I felt someone touch my breast edge and I was shocked. And I was like “wtf-“ and my friend who’s also a female said “my rib cage hurts and wanted to see if it yours hurt” She has boobs and wearing a bra and I wasn’t cause mines aren’t that big so I felt even more insecure that she felt I wasn’t wearing anything. So I try to convince her saying “Oh I’m a late boomer so I’m not having problems like y’all having” and she said kinda out loud but not to much. “Your growing your boobs?” It wasn’t too loud but enough for the girls in front of us and maybe few boys behind heard it. It wasn’t the whole class I hope. What if the teacher heard it. I’ve been comparing myself to other girls since school started. What a great start to the school year right? 🤌😌 I just love it 😊 can’t wait for some more trauma

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I wanna one day write notes for people randomly to brighten their dau

Back then it was a toxic friendship. And it’s still a complicated friendship, so I do my part by staying distant but she still helpes me with my anxiety so I’m not gonna just leave her. But yeah the more I mention it to her the more of a problem that can become and sometimes she takes things as a joke when it’s serious to me. Tmr I’m hanging out with new friends to escape my current group

Hey thank you I do think I’m strong this is the 3rd week of anxiety and I’m still alive

@BlueMountain Yeah I told her but it was a bare minimum response I’ve already been distance with myself from her hopefully I’ll be with a therapist soon 🔜

@BlueMountain I hope I can feel happiness again you think that is possible?

@BlueMountain Yeah I heard a quote “A flower needs to wither for its fruit to ripe. Everything has to go through pain to bloom”

Umm thanks? I’m thinking too much? Or maybe it happened to me and this kind of insecurity scarred me since ten and this event just evolved it even stronger um sorry I’m hurting right now