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I am and my partner knows. He's extremely supportive and tries his best to help me during my journey through therapy... I still think I'm a terrible person and I'll ruin his life, but maybe that's just OCD talking. He knows my previous stories with abuse especially as a child, we've grown together for 10 years... I'm surprised he didn't run away.. but nope.. he stayed strong...
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This makes me very hopeful for the future. I hope that I find someone who will understand that these thoughts aren’t me, they stem from my trauma as a child as well.
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I’m sorry about your trauma I hope you heal🥺💗 . I’m so worried that I’m ruining his life :(
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My husband knows, he is super supportive.
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I’m glad🥺💗
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hey! my partner does know about my POCD, and is very supportive of it. it wasn’t easy telling them, but i felt way better after. even though they’re supportive sometimes i feel like ‘oh no i’ve fooled them, they think i’m not a pedo.’ and i hate that thought… so that gets difficult sometimes.
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I just started with intrusive thoughts and it’s super scary and upsetting and I haven’t been myself lately because of this reason. He’s really worried that I’m just going to be depressed forever. And I’m not sure what to do
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Well my partner knew about all of the other types of ocd I have, so i had already explained the concept of it and he understood right away.
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This is something I am curious about as well, because it seems like such an unachievable thing now for me as well bc of my pocd as well.
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I’m in a relationship and I told him and he just laughed and told me thoughts are just thoughts. I told him it isn’t curable and he kinda got in an upset mood. And I’m not sure if I should break up with him so I’m not a burden to him
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@Anonymous🤷🏽♀️ I wouldn’t make any quick decisions yet, but it is important to talk more with him and maybe try to show him some educational material so they might be able to understand a little more. It’s hard to explain to others how an OCD brain reacts to things compared to someone’s who brain isn’t controlled by OCD.
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@Anonymous Thank you I will try to explain to him. I mean I’m stilll learning as well. It just started and it’s really hard I’m not myself and I don’t know if I’ll ever be the person I was before 😪
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@Anonymous🤷🏽♀️ I don’t know if there is ever a possibility to be the person you were before and I don’t mean to say this to scare you in any way. But OCD is a part of you now just like how it recently became a part of me as well. I wish nothing more than to go back to where I was before, but that isn’t how life works. We just have to keep going constantly changing always. We learn to adapt and we find those people around us who love us and will never think of us in the way that our brain is trying to make us think of ourselves.
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@Anonymous It’s hard I feel like I’m always in my head and that I’m not allowed to be happy. I just hope I can actually be happy and not be so depressed. I feel like I don’t know who I am anymore:(
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Hello everyone! Is there anyone who told their partners that you experienced POCD in the past or that you are experiencing right now? How did they handle it? Did they understand it? Were they supportive? I'm creating future scenarios in my mind that I need to confess this to a future partner.
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Hi all! I was wondering if anyone being treated with ROCD and/or SOOCD has some advice on how they handle the things *with* their partner. For context, my ex and I were together ~7 months before we broke up a year ago, in large part due to my severe anxiety from untreated ROCD/SOOCD. I’ve gotten a lot better through NOCD treatment and we’ve been friends since then. But we’re currently in a “situationship” kind of stage, where I think we’re both trying to figure out if the relationship is still feasible, and I’m finding that I’m a lot more triggered as the relationship nears becoming “serious” again. We’re both really trying to figure out the healthiest way to handle when things get hard for me. Does anyone have input about what they’ve learned or found what has worked in their own relationships? Some specific questions: - I’ve found that when getting really triggered in my own head, I have no clue if I should explain how I’m feeling to my partner or how we should address it together. How do you differentiate between communicating versus falling into the confessing/reassurance trap? - Related to the above, my partner and I are both a bit lost on the best way for him to respond when I’m really paranoid (for examples, I have major I’m-being-cheated-on paranoia and overanalyze if I’m enjoying sex enough), or if I’m overreacting to feeling rejected/misunderstood (e.g. “he didn’t respond to my comment just now, he doesn’t care/he doesn’t get me/maybe we shouldn’t be together…”) - How much does your partner know about ROCD/SOOCD in general? How much have you shared with them about your thoughts and experiences? I’ve explained both subtypes and some of my thought processes to him, but definitely not all of it, and I’m not sure how much is helpful for him to know. Answers to any or all of the questions are very much appreciated. Thanks so much in advance! Hope you’re all well 💗
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Hello everyone, I just wanted to share a part of my journey that I’m struggling with right now. I’ve been diagnosed with ocd and while this is not my first subtype, ROCD and so ocd have definitely been the ones I’ve been struggling with the most. For context I have a boyfriend who I love very much and am terrified of loosing. That’s probably what ocd latched onto. The so-ocd especially is tricky because I’ve come to acknowledge that I am bisexual. Don’t worry I didn’t “discover” this through ocd, I’ve always known and it’s been in the back of my mind way before ocd, I had just never really directly acknowledged it because romantically I just always leaned towards men. The thing my ocd latched onto is “what if you are actually a lesbian and don’t know it yet and will have to leave your partner or are lying to your partner or end up leading him on” The thing is, I don’t have much experience with women except kissing my female best friend once, which didn’t feel special or made me have romantic feelings for her. I’ve always seeked men more actively than women and didn’t feel like I was gonna miss out if I get into a serious relationship with a man before having had more experience. I just know that I can be sexually attracted to women as well. But now that I’m in this beautiful relationship I’m terrified of getting it wrong or having missed something about myself or being scared that I’m actually a lesbian and have been lying to myself all along. I’m not seeking reassurance, just wanting to share and maybe someone else is going through something similar? If so I’d be so grateful to know I’m not alone. I love my boyfriend dearly and i really hope we will work out in the long run.
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