Hey y'all, so today's been really rough for me. I got a speeding ticket and I don't know if I should fight it and hope he doesn't show up (and use the what if as an anxiety exposure), or just pay it and get it over with. For some reason the ticket really affected my ocd and I. I have been managing everything fairly well for a bit but this really triggered me because I now feel like a failure and not deserving of love and happiness. Any kind words and advice would be appreciated right now, as usual no reassurance please. Thank you 😊 By the way here's a picture of the lake during my amazing morning pre-ticket 😂😩

That makes me feel good, thank you for that 💗 i get very down on myself. Probably the perfectionism ocd

Thanks sully ❤ I took a 3 hour depression nap lol. At least I wrote a song about this situation😂

@alexisrae1999 Well at least there’s a little light out of the situation. Btw Shylo just barked at me so I’m interpreting it as her saying hi to you 👋

@Sully4 Awww hi shylo, you should post a pre #flooffriday picture of her to cheer me up 🤣

@alexisrae1999 ☺️

Thank you :) I'm sorry you've gotten so many

Thank you blue ❤ I hope you're doing well tonight :)

@BlueMountain Thats nice to hear :) what'd you do today? I am feeling a bit better thanks ❤

@BlueMountain Ooh yum I love tacos :) thank youuu 💗

@BlueMountain I'm not doing the best right now as I woke up from kind of a PTSD dream, but I am going to try to move past it :)

@BlueMountain Oh I know, its just this one had to deal with sexual assault so I'm kinda shaken up from it, not ocd related unfortunately:( I'm petting my cat right now normally that soothes me

@BlueMountain Thank you so much blue 😊🥺 its been rough

@BlueMountain I'm trying my best :) I think I might need some EMDR therapy tbh . thank you for your support as always ❤

Thanks girl!:) yes I loved it there! That sucks for the person who gets a lot of them 🤣 thank you so much, i am definitely working on feeling like I deserve those things