The treatment can be done usong psychotherapy and /or with meds
I know how you feel and I’m so sorry. I’ve felt this way many times before. Please hold on. I know it doesn’t seem it right now, but there really is hope. You will get through this💪❤️
You can push through this. There is a flip side to this coin and it is better.
I have felt the same way before brother, that is absolutely a hard place to be but I promise you it gets better. Keep your head up, seek treatment, and cut yourself as much slack as you need, because your mental health should come first before everything else. To give you some perspective, I (25yo) had to quit my full time job and move back in with my parents in order to get the treatment and support that I needed, and in the end my life is a million times better because I am in charge of my mental health not the OCD. Keep pushing man and good luck.