Does anyone else scared that their ocd will become real? Or that it will convince you 100% that it’s real

UH YEAH 😥 its not pleasant , I’m going away for a year to a Christian residential program in hopes to get my head straight , through all of this OCD bs I was homebound , no friends whatsoever . So I’m hoping being around good people will help , and of course seeking Jesus

All the time

Yes

Well Its convinced me 100% or maybe I actually am just gay, regardless Its causing me Immense pain