I think a fair share of this does have to do with social media. I’ve become obsessed with the idea that people on social media make it seem like it’s not possible to be straight. It’s not valid. If you’re straight, you probably won’t be one day. Just typing this makes me panic. But these thoughts didn’t come from me. These thoughts came from events in my life and constant consumption of social media. That’s why I’ve mostly left social media. Take care of yourself. Put yourself first. And don’t seem reassurance, especially from people on tik tok. You are on your own journey. Claim it.