I can't tell if I'm denying or actually can't tell what my sexuality or gender is I wanna cry.. do I wanna stay straight because of my family or do I actually wanna be straight? Omg I have a friend who doesn't care what pronouns people use on her but she said it doesn't mean she's non binary she just doesn't care what people call her and I wish that was me I don't know omg am I denying or do I not wanna be part of the lgbtq I don't know anymore I don't know what's going on anymore... I don't blame it on social media but social media did get me to question my gender and sexuality...

I think a fair share of this does have to do with social media. I’ve become obsessed with the idea that people on social media make it seem like it’s not possible to be straight. It’s not valid. If you’re straight, you probably won’t be one day. Just typing this makes me panic. But these thoughts didn’t come from me. These thoughts came from events in my life and constant consumption of social media. That’s why I’ve mostly left social media. Take care of yourself. Put yourself first. And don’t seem reassurance, especially from people on tik tok. You are on your own journey. Claim it.